Yesterday we came back home to Lux again. Elsa was moving out of her old room and up to the third floor which will be all hers. Mom told us a few things we weren’t allowed to move, like for example a massive big, very heavy wooden table she has upstairs. Then she left to see a friend and so we figured we could reorganize everything the way we wanted to and if we just made it look nice enough she’d have to agree with the changes. And so we spent hours getting her new studio together and it looks very nice now (I’ll show you guys photos later). The last thing we had to do was get the gigantic wooden table down, when we were almost there we dropped the table cause it was too heavy. It dropped right on my toes, especially on one of my toes and the pain.. THE PAIN! I didn’t know what to do with myself. I had a feeling something was wrong so I took my sock off and saw my whole nail laying there next to me. I though to myself “Weird, did I lose my nailpolish?” I looked at my fingernails and saw that nothing was scraped off and then I realized; My entire toe nail had been ripped off from the core of the nail with the skin and everything!! I FREAKED out and it was bleeding all over the room, on Elsa, dripping on the floor..everywhere.

I have NEVER had such pain ever in my life and I can actually endure a lot of pain. We covered my toe with a million layers of paper but it bled through within minutes, we covered it again but again, it bled through. I couldn’t move at all, not walk nor move my leg. After about three hours (still bleeding through everything) Mom helped me (I wouldn’t let anyone go near my toe) put bandage over it before going to sleep but I had to sleep downstairs seeing how I couldn’t move.

I couldn’t sleep all night because of how painful it was ALL NIGHT. This morning mom gave me something very strong that’s supposed to be calming.. so I slept a few hours but still with the worst pain ever. Now we had to take all the bandage off to see what it looked like and to put something new, more solid on to stop it from bleeding through. Of course the bandage was stuck in my not anymore toe but meat piece. Finally I put layers and layers of bandage on the toe and now I can leave it, at least for today. Mom managed to find me stronger painkillers and they do take the pain down a little and I’m so greatful for that. I hate not being able to walk or fetch things for myself.. =(

And I know that this post is disgusting but no matter how much blood freaks me out I’m a little fascinated by gross things like this too. Now you know something new about me! haha

No nail, just meat =S

My nail.. ew.

My sleeping bandage, this was after just a few minutes and you can already see the blood coming through

This morning.. All of the toes got banged up so they’re all sore and swollen.

My new, more modern bandage, makes me feel much more prettier than the previous one did haha.

GB! <3 T